5/30: Starfish
by Zachary Caballero
I think water is your element
In swim class, I hold your body
as the water holds us both
I used to hold my breath
each time your head went
below water,
Now I exhale
like the bubbles you’re supposed
to spit out each time the water
goes into your mouth.
The smile on your face reflects
off the water
When you kick your feet,
it feels like you want to fly
swells and swallows
me whole.
I whisper, where’s mama?
And your body is a ship
set for shore, for True North
Mama is a lighthouse,
a silver smile through the storm.
My head so often
bobs beneath the water,
and I lose my eyes when
I hear your muffled voice
echo like a firework. I overhear another parent say,
you’ll never get this time back
The words rise and fall over me
like hands on a clock,
and when I look over my shoulder,
I see class is over.