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Tag: Easter Sunday

20/30 – Cascarones and Pinatas

I crack the cascarones with my hands to show you
how to hold all the colors before we turn to mama
and cover her in confetti

I grab another one and hide it in the soil of one of
grandma’s plants, and you find it and give it to me.
I open the cascarones in front of you so you again
so you can see how a ritual begins

Cascarones in your long hair
Confetti falls with every step you take
All day you’ve run around in your bare feet
The oak tree in front of grandma’s house
looks like its hugging you
so we take a picture between the branches
together as a family
standing on the soil
with confetti falling
over the roots of who we are

Your cousins let you hit the piñata first
before all the other big kids
You take the stick and tap the piñata
gentle as the confetti caught in your hair
We all shout and cheer, and you watch in awe
as candy falls to the ground
and this is how a ritual begins
My Mexican boy learning the joy of being here on this Earth.

When we go to take our family photos,
your mama and I watch you smile so hard,
we can see all your teeth.


4/30: I NEVER WANT TO SAY GOODBYE

Easter Sunday
in Red Oak, Texas
A family celebrates
its faith

Cascarones
contain a congregation
of confetti

My grandparents
are also my godparents
Adela and I are blessed
in the Sunday shade
of Pine and Oak alters

The sun swims
across the
Blue stained glass
windows
holding life
under the sea

Red dirt and
green grass
surround us
like the past.
The bloom of
a bluebonnet
reminds us all
where we come from.

Without a word
I offer
a thousand smiles
to the sky
in between
slices
of pecan pie—

I never want
to say goodbye.

12/30: EASTER SUNDAY

Spent the morning staying in bed
while Jesus rose from the dead.

Growing up, Easter Sunday was such a production.
The basket, the outfit, the pictures, the church functions.

Now, pictures of my little cousins hunting cascarones
in their front yards, the confetti cracked on their good clothes.

Smiles big as a Resurrection Sunday feast at a loved one’s
house. For me, it was grandmas. Lockhart, TX. We’d run

All over the front yard, baskets in hand, determined to find
something besides our name that we could call mine.

Spent the whole morning in dress clothes
just so I could go run in the dirt with mis primos.

Some elder says a prayer over the hot food, we call it grace.
My mom made me a plate, told me to go, find my place.

Long ago, before I was born, I’m sure my mom had a plan
for days like this, probably carved the moment out by hand.

Today, with nowhere to go, I reminisce.
Still trying to love from afar all the people I miss.