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Tag: positive pollution

16/30: A Fortune Cookie Mural in East Austin Reminds Me of Who I Am

This morning, a flat tire.

A nail got me in silence.
I could’ve compromised and collapsed in anger
i could’ve lost control and run off the road,
I could’ve welcomed ruin and speak ill of the day.
But I didn’t. A kindness from the universe.
The eternal optimist writes another verse
into the play.
Last night,
I pass by a wall with a fortune cookie mural

that reads,
You will allow yourself to be yourself again
and maybe it was talking about this moment,

when I had to decide, who I want to be,

or who I will let myself be, or who I want to

let myself be. I will tells me the future is
up the hill, bright as ever, beyond
shadow.

24/30

She told me                           
No one is alone in their suffering
then looked at me as if to say                           
Yes, even you

and my eyes met her mouth like
honest truth or fresh fruit
either way, she spoke slow and
I saw all my favorite colors fall out
her bottom lip, saw them blur 
into a bridge, or a plank, or some other
distance one must make if he wants to
see the day again.

I tell her how I keep every beautiful thing I see
that way I can leave it behind when no one is looking
and how I call that positive pollution, and that I am
overwhelmed every day by what some might call
the breeze, but what is most obviously a river of what’s next,
a universal breath knocking against the stars
we have stuck in our chest,
and she is glowing
like she knows
like she knows what it means to collapse 
and come back
brighter than death.