9/30: THE PISTACHIO SPEAKS
by Zachary Caballero
The shell is a fortress
(badly designed)
to protect its green king
Any shell will tell you:
it’s what’s inside that counts.
I’m counting the cracked shells
all the green hearts
living outside the bodies
they were given.
I hold myself like a soft secret
Like the portrait of a seed
that never saw the soil.
Inside, I am covered, concealed, hidden.
If any hands opened me,
if I had the choice,
If I had a voice
I’d probably run
myself into the ground
back to my roots
back to the tree
that knows my name
The man holding me now,
I see how softly he pulls me from myself
Does he know I was cultivated
for this moment?
Does he know
there is a part of me
nobody ever sees?